Dear Architecture

James Chang

I see you wherever I walk,

on the streets and along the beach.

Even in the small hills

Surrounding a farm

 

I see you in front of me.

When I leave home and when I return

When I go to the store

Or when I go to school

You are always there,

floating in front of my eyes.

Like a spirit, muted

 

When I was little

I never realized what you were.

I saw buildings

and liked their looks.

I liked how they fit in your scenery.

The last piece of a puzzle sliding into place

 

I grew older.

I found you in a dictionary,

ARCHITECTURE:

“The art of space”

Yet, I had no clue that you were always

waiting for me

 

Then I explored the portraits of you on the internet

With the geometric and wavy delineations

And sometimes just a simple box

I started seeking your physical essence

Your pattern language

Like a chameleon in hiding

 

Later in life

I immersed myself in your history

Your grand history

From the Pantheon and the Parthenon

Your timeless symbols

To the Villa Rotonda

A perfect circle inside a perfect square

I was amazed

by your beauty and your poetry.

 

You are the definition of beauty.

A window to the past

The Notre Dame

carries memories of old.

Of glory

You are poetry. 

A metaphor of many things

The Sydney Opera House

brings us a flock of birds in flight

or a fleet of ships coming to dock.

 

Finally, I “tried” you for the first time,

if that’s the right word.

I drew you with my pencil

and built you with thin slices of wood.

With respect

With all my heart

Between ornament and function,

I sensed space.

The awakening of space

A physical existence of freedom

Not a flag

Not a symbol

But real and tangible

 

You enlarge space that seems small.

You shrink space that seems desolate.

You come through

and make space of quality.

Of life

Of spirit

 

Now, with my little experience,

I’m bold enough to wonder.

How you would shape me

How your windows would cast a slant light on me

How your walls would separate reality from me

How you would create a reservoir of emotion in me

How you would walk into my life

and craft my memories


Then, how would I shape you?

I’m bold enough.

I would shape you by desire, by intuition,

by experience, by recognizing how you make me feel.

Eventually,

I would build a house,

a block, a town.

And you would be the gate.

 

Architecture, 

you have been behind me.

Unbeknownst of me

I am discovering you throughout my life.

 

As I look to the future,

I see you waving in the distance,

beckoning me.

I won’t hesitate to follow.

 

Dear Architecture

I should have found you earlier

 

Sincerely,

James

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